November 11, 2008
So much to see
Seattle, with Puget Sound islands in the background…
Clouds and reflective, open sea…
Neighboring San Juans beyond San Juan…
The village of Friday Harbor, complete with ferry!
Many moods.
I just returned from a very contrasting part of the country to mine: Fort Wayne, Indiana, where a concert including several of my electroacoustic pieces was held at the amazing Sweetwater Sound theater. It was inspiring to hear music that I’ve slaved over in my studio played back on a state-of-the-art sound system. And… sound really wonderful (phew!). It was validating, in fact. Because composers who work with electronics are also recording engineers who, once the music is written, must address many technicalities to make that music sound as it should. I have my colleague Michael Rhoades to thank for it all: this was an invaluable and delightful experience.
Getting to the Midwest from my house takes three planes and twelve hours door to door. It takes fourteen hours each way for all my New York City trips, another of which looms in a week– not before lecturing to the composition students at Cornish College of the Arts in Seattle: a five hour trek door to door. But for all the moving around the country that I’m doing so frequently these days, not once have I wished that my home were in a more conveniently located spot on the globe. Not once. It’s such a complete pleasure to return to the rural peace of this island, whether by plane as photo-documented yesterday in four representative steps above, or by ferry. In fact, the only part of the journey from the SeaTac airport to my front steps that I do not especially care for, is a stretch of I-5 somewhere between the end of the Seattle skyline and the start of the agricultural views 40 minutes north. Even then, above a less than inspiring city outskirt, the sky is often riveting in its expanse, as clouds and weather trot across the atmosphere.
Today would have been my father’s 80th birthday. He passed away at the unripe age of 69 from the effects of dementia and a host of other things that tagged along for the ride. A native New Yorker and avowed “city person,” he was known to stand amidst beautiful country landscapes declaring “if you’ve seen one tree, you’ve seen ’em all.” He was funny and I adored him. And although he could never picture himself living as I have for many years– with toes dirtied by seaweed rather than by soot– each time he visited me he seemed to understand. Were he here now, I do believe he would deeply grasp why I live the way I do. If only he were just fourteen hours away. I love you, Daddy.
Glenn Buttkus said,
November 12, 2008 @ 6:05 am
Traveling lady, music woman, seaweed princess……thanks for the airial views. It always helps us to grasp the enormity of your commutes. Great that you spend some time with composition students at Cornish. You really are into sharing, as we kelphistos are already hip to. Your tribute to your father brought a tear to the old poet’s eye this morning. Here is the Shapiro Poem of the week, already appearing on FFTR.
Daddy’s Girl
Today would have been
my father’s 80th birthday.
He passed away
at the unripe age of 69
from the effects of dementia
and a host of other things
that tagged along
for the ride.
A native New Yorker
and avowed “city person,â€
he was known to stand amidst
beautiful country landscapes declaring
“if you’ve seen one tree,
you’ve seen ‘em all.â€
He was funny
and I adored him.
And although he could never
picture himself living
as I have for many years–
with toes dirtied by seaweed
rather than by soot–
each time he visited me
he seemed to understand.
Were he here now,
I do believe
he would deeply grasp why
I live the way I do.
If only he were
just fourteen hours away.
I love you, Daddy.
Alex Shapiro November 2008
Glenn Buttkus said,
November 13, 2008 @ 5:53 am
Good morning Island lady: Loved your musical clip, DorianMood@ 2:20–a nice breezy travelling piece of mellow jazz, not only illustrating the (4) pictorial views you shared with us, but putting me into a more melodious mood to scarf my Jimmy Dean breakfast bowl here at the office. I come into work early, very early, to avoid traffic and inclimate weather, and to give myself the silence, the freedom to play on the net.
Glenn
Barry said,
November 15, 2008 @ 8:21 pm
Alex,
Glad to hear, um…see you talking to and about your Dad. I have this coffee cup that belonged to my Dad. I somehow inherited it.
I rotate through the mugs and cups. Each have a story. My wife’s cousin threw some on his wheel. I have one from the Moose Lodge in Whitefish, Montana where my father in law thought that all the people staying there were weird because they enjoyed the crepes we shared for breakfast. I have the ones my sister sent me for Christmas, these hold more coffee…some of my favorites. But the one that singularly strikes me each time I pick it up and fill it is the one my Dad drank from the last few years of this life.
I say a prayer (my faith journey brought me here) or I just talk to him. I think he hears me. “Dad, thanks for the cup. I love you, I miss you, could you help me with this upcoming decision?” Yeah, yeah, I know I’m grown up, I should know how to take care of myself. “Still I think now that you’re better connected. You’re closer to the big Guy. Put in a word for me, will ya?”
My Dad reached a singular place of deep peace prior to his passing. I asked him once if he could do anything that he’d not done yet, what would that be. He said that he was at total peace. Nothing left to do, nowhere left to go. He was completely content. I was most envious. How did he get there?
Our parents teach us how to live. This may be good or bad…hopefully for you readers its all good. Then they teach us how to die.
But, you know, they don’t go away. They keep watching and helping. What they contributed to the quantum field is now available to us and to everyone. I tap in regularly. (Again I thank you Alex for introducing me to ‘What the Bleep’.)
Then there’s that time or two each week when I hear my Dad speaking, and it’s me speaking. You know, that’s not so bad. My Dad started out as a literal ‘cotton picker’ in Texas. He raised a family in Colorado. He died in Texas and left my Mom with enough to live the rest of her long life.
Can I do as well, we’ll see.
Ah, Colorado…met you there Alex. Thanks for that.
Now, you are the muse for many and a hope for the composers of the future. Not to mention the photographer who keeps us in touch with the Northwest!
Now that the election is over and we are offering our collective sigh of
relief, you offer us a place to blog in serenity and bliss.
I hope all of you posters and lurkers in kelp-land are checking out Bob Cesca’s GDAB (google that) to enjoy your political junkyness. But, trading fox pictures and seeing fine whales while listening to great compositions is great. It doesn’t get much better than than this!
Alex, you are wonderful, thanks for your contributions to the blogsphere and great music.
Be well,
Barry
Alex Shapiro said,
November 15, 2008 @ 9:21 pm
Thank you both, Glenn and Barry, for your touching words. Barry, your recounting of your Dad is just marvelous and so sweet. And I am humbled by the praise that you offer for my humble offerings. Deeply appreciated!