Breathless

From isolation, to lushness.

(Solo piano with prerecorded digital audio).
Total duration ca. 8:45 (2023)
Published by Activist Music (ASCAP).
Commissioned in 2023 by pianist Mark Stevens
One movement work. 14 pages, 8.5" x 11".

Audio demo recorded by Alex Shapiro.

As I sculpted BREATHLESS, I pondered the allure of contrast; a cinematic sense of dystopian isolation that eventually arrives at unabashed lushness. Single notes on the piano are hesitantly struck as though they might have lost their way. Those fragile utterances ultimately blossom to flowing passages that sound as though they require twenty fingers, not ten, to play.

The COVID-19 pandemic changed everything. Quarantine had many of us repeating what often felt like the same day, over and over. Here, a simple theme of twelve pitches repeats nine times, painfully slowly, always in the same order. Unnatural and two-dimensional, the internet nonetheless united us in spite of our collective detachment. Loneliness comprises the first two-thirds of this music.

And then, something shifts. The audio track melts away. The pianist is released from technology's unrelenting quarantine of a metronome lashing them to sonic patterns, and finally given free expression. Phrases climb upward from uncertainty, but there is no resolution. Humans are not capable of it. But there can be hope, and breath.

BREATHLESS is the original, initial sketch for the subsequent electroacoustic wind band version of this piece titled, BREATHE.