April 7, 2010
Getting my ducks in a… ?
Things are going swimmingly.
I often say that composing is a faith-based activity. I can go for quite a while under deadline without managing to come up with anything. I don’t mean anything I like. I mean, anything at all. I am the Queen of the Procrasti Nation, and being pretty busy, there’s plenty to procrastinate with. But despite the impending, career-denting doom that could occur, I never fret (well, okay, I fret, but I don’t take it that seriously). Why? Because after 32 years of composing music under the stress of deadlines, I’ve never failed to meet my delivery date with something I’m not embarrassed by (hmm… it’s possible that my standards are far too low). Once you’ve done this sort of thing that many times, you just have faith that you can, and will, do it again (in other words, this is not a technique I recommend to someone with their very first pro gig). Now watch; having had the hubris to type this, something will screw up next week that will have me in a real bind.
So here I am, nearing my deadline, and just about done with a really fun electroacoustic wind band piece for the American Composers Forum’s BandQuest series that’s funded by the NEA, and I appear to have my ducks in a row. And like the guys in the photos above right outside my studio, sometimes that can be in some rather creative positions.
Glenn Buttkus said,
April 8, 2010 @ 4:48 am
Gosh, the five mallards with their tail feathers in the air strike a pose that reminds me of the sculpture of five Cadillacs buried nose first in the Texas dirt. Maybe being a member of the Procrasti Nation is a creative trigger for you; that by self imposing even more pressure, your composing juices flow even harder; maybe gives that rush you crave, that we all need to remind us that we are breathing and somewhat senient. Dug your “anonymous” jazz piece @ 1:25 this morning. It is 32 degrees with a 32mph wind whipping the tips off fir trees all over our VA campus this AM. As I hopscotching in through the darkness from the car, I was humming something unknown to keep my feet moving and my legs alive. Turns out to be very much like
the piece you selected. Ah, synchronicity, what a reality.
Alex Shapiro said,
April 8, 2010 @ 9:39 am
Great analogy, Glenn! You’re absolutely right about those Caddies.
The piece is called “Sly Jazz,” and I’ve now edited the meta data to indicate that. Some things just fall through the quacks.